rememberedenx3:

This was exactly you! All this, all of it! You make them so afraid. When you began, all those years ago, sailing off to see the universe, did you ever think you’d become this? The man who can turn an army around at the mention of his name. “Doctor”. The word for healer and wise man, throughout the universe. We get that word from you, you know. But if you carry on the way you are… what might that word come to mean? To the people of the Gamma Forests, the word “doctor” means “mighty warrior”. How far you’ve come. And now they’ve taken a child. The child of your best friends. And they’re going to turn her into a weapon, just to bring you down. And all this, my love… in fear of you.

#this whole scene was basically acting-porn #omg that speech though can we talk about the speech #and the way he can’t stop the emotions when river is around #he just can’t hide the pain #but then there’s River. You first don’t understand why she’s so pissed and why she’s telling all of this to him and minutes later it all makes sense: She was separeted from her parents and raised as a weapon and who knows what else and it was all because of him. #I am going down with this ship.